i'm not in a mood now.
hate this situation.
it supposed to be my special day.
less than three hour from now, is my special day.
i don't have my family here to celebrate it with me.
i need you, buy its okay.
every year, i wish that i could smile for the whole day, just one day every year; 18 February 2011.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D ::D :D :D
i need my family.
this is my FIRST time celebrate my special without my family.
i want them.