5 January 2011

today.

my MUET result was out.

it gonna determine where would i be in degree.

band 4 is the minimum.

but,

i got BAND 3 !

i not that bad but it does not fulfill the requirement to the go for degree in UMS.

but i will try my best.

i will re-sit for it on April.

and i will my very very best.

insyaAllah.

sorry mak and abah.

i had tried my best.

thanks for prayed for my success.

semakin hari semakin sayang

chewah ! bukan main gk tajuk ow.

haha.

btw, just mok cerita yang today i received something special from someone special.

this is what i get.

a big box from FAIZAL

inside this box.

i have two more box.

one for my birthday.

and one for our anniesary.

but for now i can only open my birthday present.

which is..............

a perfume !

and of course a birthday card.

i can't wait to open the other one on 1st january.

i am wondering what is inside this.

24122010

today is my boyfie's birthday.
mohd faizal bin moss is 22 years old today.
abg, i love you very very much.
i hope that i could be the one that will be with you on your birthday every year.
ari tok juak ta 2 dah genap setahun mengenali dirik masing masing.
jap jak kenal ta 2 trus bgrek.
n alhamdullillah hbgan ta 2 kekal sampe ari tok.
ta mengenali diri masing masing dalam masa kita bercinta.
cgek gk, elaun syg pun kluar ari tok.
nang byk bnda best yg tjdi ari tok.
:D
i am so happy.
abg, happy birthday again ~

19th

salam ~

now i am sitting alone at library because i felt so lazy to move..

well, that is me.. : D

this morning, while i was waiting for my friend to get ready to class.

i sat alone at the room.

suddenly, i was thinking about what will happen on 18 February 2011.

every year, my birthday was celebrated with my family and friend.

it will be different this year.

for sure.

maybe it because this is the first i been far away from my family.

this coming year i will celebrate it with my lovely friend here.

no mom, no dad, no cousin, no family, no faizal and no close friends.

i was imaging that my mom and my family are here but it will be very impossible.
i have promise myself to smile all the time on my birthday every year.
but it will be different the coming year.
i think i'm done.
see you later.

: D

bertemu lagi

okay.. aku dah mula excited nak pulang tok.. x tauk pahal tapi kali tok aku nang rindu gila an family aku.. bukan aku x suka sitok.. aku ok jak ctok.. kwn2 aku suma best.. aku dgn roomate aku pun mula dah okay n rapat.. alhamdullillah~ aku mok blaja bna2 kali tok.. aku xmok merugi abah ku anta ku blaja jaoh2.. aku mesti berjaya sbb aku BOLEH ! ttg aku an boyfie aku, peyjal neygeh ya.. okay jak tapi kdg2 jak aku dtg angin.. bang, im so sorry k? syg x tauk phl syg cmya.. mun syg tension abg jak tmpat syg mrh.. dah abg llah keja then knk mrh syg.. soorrryyyy glak k cinta.. masih syg an abg k? :) abg mst phm an syg bb ya mmg syg.. tapi syg janji akan bubah.. cgek gk ttg peyjal.. nya dh janji mok stop smoking slowly.. aku tauk bnda ya sgt2 susah.. aku phm jd aku bgk nya masa.. nya amik la bapa lmk masa nya mok.. aku bgk.. tp jgn la x gunakn masa ya.. seriously. aku agak kecewa bila nya masih x bubah.. aku sentiasa sokong nya sbb aku tauk nya x kan kecewakn aku bh.. tapi aku ttap akan tggu nya bubah.. abg, i know you can do it.. :). masih syg an abg k? papa pun, aku bersyuko dgn apa yg aku dpt. akuy masih boleh makan.. abah ku msih blh bgk duit even aku tauk nya tgah susah crik duit k aku.. aku mesti bjimat.. aku tiba2 rindu an mak, abah n peyjal marek.. jadi aku edit gmbr cdak j jd aku pun desktop background .. :) here is is..

sayang mak, abah and faizal

me < currently >

it been a long time that i've leave my blog .. actually i just dont have any idea to write.. 

after going back to Miri.. everything tend to be different.. i woke up everyday saw my mom beside me.. i can have as many as food i want for FREE ! haha .. this is LIFE .. a few weeks ago, my boyfie, Mohd Faizal a.k.a Jajal came to Miri for work and we spent time together.. Seriously, i was so happy.. He is one of the person who can make my life meaningful other than my family and my friend.. I love you so much b.. We did everything together.. Watch movies, shopping, eating and loitering at the beach.. >.< .. Well that is our hobby.. Thanks a lot b .. Will never forget you.. Next, my result for 1st semester was out on 2 nov.. I got 2.92 .. Quite disappointing actually .. But i've try my best right? Alhamdullillah .. Will do much more better next semester .. So, that all for now.. Can't wait to start 2nd semester and meet my friend at Lendu ! Salam~ ^^ 

love it ~

syg?xda tiru gik k??jujo n ikhlas dr.b k...
..cintaku,dr.mula b knal syg sampe nektok mcm2 jak ta 2 lalui kan.mcm2 lh..gney2 ta 2 da mslh pun b arap li tok,ta mbak bbincang lh k..mun b slh syg tego n mun syg slh b tego..ok cintaku?nak kae2 pun xda guna juak,tp kata org tek bulak lh xda kae dlm bcinta tok nak?coz yalah cara kta nak mperkukuhkan hbgn ta kan..

..sygku,gney2 ta 2 jaoh pun,b sntiasa doa kan kejayaan syg 1 ari lak,kbahagiaan syg k..pa2 jd pun,b xkan lpk kan sygku papah tok k..b windu suma ttg syg ae..windu alu2..suma yg b lakukan slama tok demi cinta b k..cinta future kta kan..

..apa yg dah b brik ngan syg slama tok,b xda mtk papa balasan pun dr.syg k..suma ya,b ikhlas dr ati b utk ngga syg bjaya 1 ari lak..yajak balasan yg b mtk..b mok tgga syg bjaya dgn usaha nya slama tok k??yajak cinta..blaja na2 k..

..b arap b pat jd yg tbaik bg syg n syg pat jd yg tbaik bg b k..tuhan brik ta 2 kaki,2 tgn,2 mata,2 tinga,tp knk cgek ati??coz cgek ati ya dah ada dkt pasangan kta ya,kta just mrncang suma ya,tuhan yg nentukan,insyaallah mun ta 2 da jodoh,ta 2 truskan hbgn ta tok sampe bla2 pun k..insyaallah k..

..cintaku?b windu ae suma psl cinta..suma lh k..mun nya syum ngan b kan,bhagia alu jak sa ae,,mcm ilang jak suma mslh keja or papa lh lam pkiran b,,hehe..thanks cintaku..b windu stiap saat2 ta bsama..

..kdg2 b tlalu bz ngan keja b n nak msj pun payah kdg2..tp,boh eso,,syg sntiasa lam ingatan b k??x kira lh cney2 tpt,b tpkey apa dplh grk ku,dh mkn x nya,sihat x nya,blaja ka x nya..boh nya eran n tgga b keja tiap2 mggu n kdg2 xda cuti alu,b crk rezki k blanja b,family b n 4 syg juak k..yg slebih nya,utk msa dpn,,spt yg syg pdh,,mun maok kawen dgn syg msti ada ya nak??phm2 lh k..hehe..

..pjg udah ae..hehe..ok lh syg,b arap n mun dpt lh k nya simpan lh bgs2 msj tok,mun dpt copy,copy lh..yajak b mtk..tpulang ngan syg gik k..mun da slh word apa2 dr msj tok n dr slama ta knal tok,b mtk maap byk..b THINK positif setiap tego syg ngan b k..boh eso..

..n mun nya mok tauk gik,,b kurang dh mokok ae..jujo tok ar..tp ttp mokok lh nektok p x dak yg sblomnya..slow2 k???b dh janji kan??support b k cintaku???b blh kan??hehe..

..thanks 4 everything cinta!!mwahx..syg papah jak k!!i ♥ u NURUL HALIFAH SHAZWANI BINTI JEFFRY!!!